I felt so good about the easy good choices I made.
Lots of thoughts about my talk with Don, sharing with D and liking what an easy connection it was. He said that when he was out at a restaurant/bar with our classmates and he was feeling like he was 13 again, it felt like he was tripping. lol Said he got speedy like he was at 13, talking a mile a minute and seeing them as they were, 50 yrs ago! This is the perfect time for us to reconnect, and I am grateful to MJ for that, he said he is too.
D and I talked about how the 'victim' story is dissapating. He feels the residue around money and I around food/weight, but both are close to done. Contaminated by awareness, the story no longer holds. Exciting. I said that letting go of the victim energy with Wendy will free us even more.
On our ride this am we talked about starting a foundation to educate and support families of struggling/Indigo teens. We got very energized by the thought of doing our work with families and kids like us and Justin. I feel that if we have the idea, the $$ is already on the way, no worries. Did I tell you that I am playing with the idea of a program that is set up sort of like RFBC for Everyday Joy? I am kicking it around, a subscription thing with multiple components, along with the books, coaching, courses, etc. Last night I dreamed that I was asked to do two EDJ workshops and planned and wrote them up very thoughtfully and completely, and it turned out I was really being asked to participate in a workshop,not lead one. When I found that out, I thought well, cool, now I've got two fabulous workshops ready to roll. Jennifer Anniston was in the dream, it all took place at her father's home, and she had a small bedroom in a guesthouse, the bed was like a loft bed.. Linda was there and at the end of the workshop, we all drank from a small metal cup with a diluted ayahuasca drink. I love whatever is being stirred up. I feel like cobwebs are being swept away. I like this a lot. I feel more alive than I have in a while and happy.
We're back from our ride, I'm having one of those yummy coco smoothies and it's getting ready to rain. Oh yeah, get this, earlier we were riding along our favorite part of the ride, a pedestrian road that goes through the Charles Deering summer estate and is beautiful and heavily treed. It is where I was when I knew MJ had died, where I was when I had the vision of my dying cousin Dick being carried down the stairs by his son. So we were in a state of excitement and enthusisam about our foundation idea--very in sync with each other and the concept. The sky was dark and rumbling with light thunder. All of a sudden, to our left up ahead, a loud CRACK! and two big tree branches fell to the ground into the brush. Whoa! We could see that they were live, not dead branches. Concluded that it was a lightening strike. And took it as a sign from the U that YES!! GREAT IDEA!! I APPROVE!!
I got two more avos from my neighbor, the guac and pico were yummy yesterday. I am on a good eating roll. And here is my new story today:
- I am full of life and passion
- I live and let live, lovingly
- I make very wholesome food choices easily
- I am releasing all that no longer serves me--stories, foods, weight, control
- I am happy and grateful
- I am so in love with my soulmate husband
- I love seeing my son grow into young manhood
- I know that my daughter and I are healing our relationships so that we can be together again
- My life is an incredible unfolding masterpiece
- I am stringing conscious, cognizant, successful days together effortlessly
- I choose consciousness over comfort now
- I am beautiful, interesting, funny, powerful and attractive
Foods eaten today:
- Smoothie, coco,pineapple, strawbs, banana, hemp, flax, maca, cocoa, agave
- Banana, walnuts
- water
- small saladwith evoo, 6 small spin ravioli with tom sauce
- one roll
- 2 handsfull peanut m&m's
enJOY!
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